All They Can Do Is Stare Blankly
An essay remembering a Holocaust survivor, witnessing lonely people in street photography, and finding divinity in others.
The Things We Carry
A reflection on friendship, aging, loss, and the small acts of kindness that sustain us through life’s difficult seasons.
What the Fever Strips Away
How a recent illness forced me to reconsider my online work, evaluate the modern digital landscape, and look toward a sustainable return to the easel.
I Want Them to Notice and Remember
A reflection on noticing the quiet beauty of ordinary life, childhood memories, nature, and the world we risk missing when we stop looking.
I Wanted To Be Like Him
A personal essay about fathers, writing, literary criticism, and the enduring influence of the man John Patrick Weiss wanted to be like.
It Was Not An Unrecognizable World You Left
A reflective essay about aging, nostalgia, technology, and holding onto what matters most.
Not Too Late
A short literary story about two estranged brothers, forgiveness, and finding the courage to make peace before it’s too late.
I’m Not Afraid of Storms
A literary short story about young love, loss, and the courage to embrace life’s storms.
The Dignity of Small Things
An essay about a fountain pen, a jade ring, and the never-forgotten echoes of those we loved and lost.
The Resurrected Eye
A retired police chief rediscovers his instinct for noticing through street photography, transforming an old survival skill into a new way of seeing art, empathy, and everyday human stories.
What It’s Like to Be a Police Chief at a Landscape Painting Workshop
Afraid to fly and convinced he didn't belong, a police chief attends a renowned landscape painting workshop and learns an unexpected lesson about creativity, courage, and finding strength as an outsider.
The Bears Are Winning
An essay exploring rogue AI, Lake Tahoe's burglar bears, and the enduring importance of creativity, resilience, and human agency.
The Dreams We Leave Behind Sometimes Wait for Us
An essay about literary writing, editorial cartooning, Pat Oliphant, and how the dreams we leave behind sometimes wait for our return.
The Beautiful Trap of an Immaculate Life
What happens after you finally arrive? A reflective essay on retirement, perfection, aging, and the quiet anxiety of achieving the life you always wanted.
The Long Way Home
From years spent working Fourth of July parades as a police chief to celebrating with family in retirement, this personal essay reflects on patriotism, service, freedom, and the memories that matter most.
The Quiet Choreography of Us
Sometimes the most beautiful things in life are unseen. A stranger's kindness. A familiar smile. A welcoming gesture that asks nothing in return. Through a series of black-and-white street photographs, this essay reflects on the quiet acts of grace that bind us together and reminds us that no one should be left sitting alone at life's grand ballroom.
Every Leaving Is a Loss and a Possibility
One summer afternoon, my father took me to a cemetery and shared a lesson I wouldn't fully understand until years later. Through memories of family, loss, and the example of a good man, this essay reflects on the ways grief changes us. And how every leaving carries the possibility of becoming someone new.
You Can’t Perfume a Text Message
In this age of digital screens and technological modernity, there are still vestiges of the old world. Alabaster sculptors and book lovers and people writing with fountain pens. A dwindling community holding onto the old ways.
Slowing Down to Find the Person We Forgot
An essay about personal reinvention, Carthusian monks, the movie “Pig,” and the importance of authenticity over shallow performance.
An Elegy for a Lost Life
Memories of our family’s chickens, the soul’s freedom, Mark Helprin’s novel “Elegy in Blue,” leaving Substack, childhood birthdays, and an elegy for a lost life.